I don't know how this has happened... I stepped away from my computer one day, and never came back.

It's been over a year since I've visited this place. The little tab has always been in my favorites, but I have managed to ignore it for quite a while. Hell, I'm not even really sure who is on this thing anymore. And heaven knows that I don't know how to navigate the damn thing. But I think I'm willing to re-learn.

I've been running an idea around in my mind lately. I spent three days reading Mr. Bourdain's book, and I've decided that, hey, I'd like to record my life in the kitchenplace. The kitchenplace is much more interesting than the filing place. So, I think this is my somewhat triumphant return to Xangaland. If anyone still walks amongst all these entries, I entreat you to give me a heads up or something, I would love to come visit your world.

It's...good?...to be back.

I couldn't resist the lure of the xanga.. so I'm back. I dearly love writing.

If anyone feels that they are lacking in moral fiber, I am placing some of mine up for bid on ebay. This isn't me saying that I'm holier than thou, this is me saying that what I do have is ripping my mind into parts so that my hemispheres are giving eachother the bird and retreating as far away from eachother as possible. Ouch. One half of my brain hates me for enjoying, well anything, and the other is like "rock on! Go dance naked in the streets!" I assume it says this last part to make the other half of the brain recoil in disgust. I don't want to have to reconcile every little moral misdemeanor, but the fact that I am trying to reconcile these things apparently means that I shouldn't have done them in the first place. So that means that they are Bad. But anymore anything that is vaguely enjoyable falls under the Bad category. Jokes, television, video games... there is always innuendo or cursing or everything. I'm aware that what makes people people is the ability to live in a state of continual contradictions... but boy oh boy does it make my head ache.

As Trent Reznor so eloquently sing talks: "My moral standing is lying down"

And that was your emo post for the day.